Mood Swing
I dislike feeling neg. But these few days i m, n two serious tots came to my mind again. something i promised nt to do it, n something in a rash tots.. i felt v easily irritated recently.. i think cos of the period. i m quite emo also.

V tired these few days. Din do wk at hm after i came bk fr wk.

i m v emotionally tired.. i better stop before more neg things come out. i will slp earlier tonite.

Friends are quiet angels
Tis song is for my angel, Siewcheung..

The Friendship Song - "Friends are Quiet Angels"

Prayer Angel
Today is quite a great day. And behind all tis, someone prayed for me. She is the co-owner of this blog, Siew Cheung. i really felt so touched to know. Tk you dear, ur prayer makes a difference in my day..

Moody
Feeling v moody tday. Dun feel like waking up tis morning. Afraid to go wk. I know these few days I will be handling a class on my own. I dunno why I have phobia go wk these few days. Is it a sign to move on? I still have e passion. But why is it so hard? So stressed everytime incidents happens..

I really had to manage my time well from now on. Got to complete my lesson evaluation before dec or first wk dec ends. N there's Xmas deco for my class to be done. E endless wk is stressing me out. And who says teacher aide is v free. I dun like it when Ms Tan says tat.

Maybe blog again tonight. Praying silently later before I go class.

Friends forever (Ming tian ye yao zou ban -playing while i type this post)
The song is for u.. i felt the chorous represent our friendship.. Siew cheung, tk u for ur friendship! yest, when you din say anything whn i lose my temper at u, i m v shocked. i felt v guilty, for not being understanding.. i really admire u for being so patient with me..

u say before that i was patient, but you r e more patient one.. i know u wouldn't wan to hear it again, sorry. And thank you for ur patience, time n again..

明天也要作伴

Speechless
I m totally speechless. I tot that leave is suppose to be a thing that you make ur own decision. But before I could make any decision abt canceling, someone else did it for me n reason: the person who wants to take same day as me, is going overseas. Well, so e queen decide n cancel e dates for me. Is it fair?! She is e one who ask the colleague to approach me n ask me if I wan to cancel or change my leave, yet she is e one who make e decision for me in e end! I m so irritated!

At first I actually wan to cancel n give the leave to her, but I wan to go bk think it over first. Tis is my leave. M I selfish ? I know she needs it than me. But I dun like it when others make e decision w/o asking me when it concerns me.

Anyway, according to Cindy e admin, I only hav ten days leave instead of 14 cos I only work for less than a yr.

I really dun like it! So wat if she is e queen? She is queen, Nt president of Ywca.

Nw I only have 5 days leave. U can guess e days of my leaves. I have taken 20-23 n 27-31. Nw left wif 5 days.

If she touch my church camp dates, I m going to resigned!